Some days, it's like I feel overloaded with reality. I wanna get more accepting of reality and more at ease with events, but sometimes, it feels like life is too much. Right as I'm stopping thinking about something that hit me bothering, another event that causes worry, another worry pops up to add up. It's like we can never be peaceful with it. Unfortunately, as it seems, only by truly be accepting of the present, these "add-ups" of worry may not hit as much as before, since, at the time they happend, they were a present moment to us, the present at the time. The present.

But, alas, stopping a little the reflections and focusing more on the venting type of post, do you ever have days where you just wanna shut down the mind and stop thinking? Yeah, I do, constantly, and I see why. Especially in the digital media currently, where so much goes at us if we don't take care to even process one second at a time.

Sleeping with that nice feeling of being tired and "groggy'(idk the english word)/grogue and wanting to just sleep and rest the eyes, in this overflow of "stress of events and information influx", seems like a good escape sometimes when it feels too much. I mean, our bodies need rest. Of course, it's not the solution or necessarily my recommendation at all for everything, just what I feel.But part of me agrees? Yeah

I want to be wiser, but at the same time, not to overconsume myself with the search, the worries, the path, the doubt of being happier with life. Idk what I'm saying anymore, I'm sleep in the eye right now. But I agree, kinda.

Maybe I'll create a personal diary section on the blog for these types of posts. And thanks for whoever reads the blog